In funzione di nessuna logica

The worst is to avoid habits. Specially, those habits you know is stupid to have, but still you have. Like smoking. The only reason that makes a habit stupid is that it harms either you or others. But, although you consciently want to do against you instinct, at the end you follow your habit. And, because of a psycologic osmosis, you end up feeling like a stupid. It's a habit.

But if I had only two things in this Earth, one of them would be my will, so let's stop with stupid habits. Let's end with its rests. Let's skip their stupid conditions.

Because, where did these stupid habits come from? They don't follow any logic.
Change is scary. But those who do not fear are not brave, are thoughtless. The brave just stand fear five minutes longer.

Confesso l'ho fatto apposta
nell'intento di ferirtiti
sembrero' alquanto stupida
sicuramente immatura
per tutte quelle volte in cui ho sentito l'istinto di abbracciarti
per tutte quelle volte in cui ho creduto sul serio
di annullarti dalla mia testa
annullarti dalla mia testa
annullarti
il tutto in funzione di nessuna logica
ammetto ero al sicuro
nel mio guscio di carta pesta
ho agito facendo in modo
di non mostrare incoerenza
per tutte quelle volte in cui ho creduto di non assecondarti
per tutte quelle volte in cui ho creduto sul serio
di annullarti dalla mia testa
annullarti dalla mia testa
annullarti
il tutto in funzione di nessuna logica
il tutto in funzione di nessuna logica

Carmen Consoli, in funzione di nessuna logica

Lilith revamped

Hereby I present you, dear friends and relatives, readers all, the new version of Lilith... changes the year, changes the look. Because too many things have changed, we needed a formal changed aswell.
FUrthermore, this is my autobirthdaypresent, the recognizition of the change od attitude. Here I am, acid and lively as always, and besides Mozilla proven and also in English, oficially.

Besides, the celebration traditions... yesterday a home party that left my house full of sodas and with the need of a deep clean, and tomorrow, volcano climbing. To demonstrate that ins pite of understanding the creams ads in teh TV, one can still do some extras...

It's over

I know I have pending issues, but today is a special day. And you would say... why? Is not your birthday, not any close one's, not a national day, not having any examination that will change my life, I don't seem to have won lottery... Nope. Today is my last ICEX day.

It's been a lot of things since that November 22nd 2004 when one of the interviewers note dows in the paper of my interview: she is going Rome. Three years have passed, a strange master, a lot of friends and travels, a lot of unforggetable experiences, a lot of things learnt, disappointments and anger, some vocations discarted and some developed instead, I'm used to live outside my country and miss its good things (and criticize the bads when I arrive on holidays), I have left pieces of my heart all around (although I think there's stil enough here)...

Since tomorrow, nothing will change on practice, I don't expect to become taller, blonder and slimmer (however, everything's possible), I don't think my attitude of my walk will change, but I won't be intern anymore. It's not automaticallt that since tomorrow I will be profi, but this is a step further in the lon long way of yellow tiles.

¡¡¡Hip, hip, hurra!!!!

Voyages, voyages

Preparing the baggage to Paris... well, the backpack, because low costs are like that, it's cheaper if you fly without weight... we have even the check in (Saint Rita, make me not forget the paper) and everything prepared... I've got the lenses liquid, because we want to be beautiful and seeing in the City of Light. I'm excited. A day of museums, a day of monutments and the eternal doubt of: should we go up the Eiffel tower? It's so expensive, to be afraid up there... Well I didn't do it last time.
The batteries prepared to take a million photos, the hotel's address, and the directions of the metro (I hope they will give us a map)... will they let us to have some sandwiches in the bag?

And when I'll be back, the other baggage... I've got a lot of things written down for that one. But pian piano si va lontano, I will think about that when time arrives.
Let's say that 2008 has started very good...