Monday, 31 December 2007
Goodbye, dear 2007...
No, I didn't do it. Because I didn't want to. Better, I stayed awake watching terror stories in the TV... I guess that untill I have my grapes in the hand (or in the mouth) I won't realize that year is changing.
Anyway, after writting yesterday's post, I realized that uch of the examination and balance has already been done (therefore my nocturne ociosity).
It all boils up to 2007 has changed my life.
I've changed the way I see a lot of things and people. It has relativized many things I never dared to relativize. I have rediscovered things I don't want to become and I have understand others that I am, and I have also seen what I want to become. I have find some thing that I can do, and others that others can do.
I've cleared the last big lie, and now I have all the reasons I've always wanted to be a unforgivable cynic. I have checked a lot of my theories and I've changed some, I've decided that some day, I will compile them in a book.
I've been disappointed as I had never been, and I hace one more seen that although I easily forgive, I can't forget. The truth is that it doesn't bother me, cicles close, people change, although only to become more like themselves. Maybe is that exactly what's happening with me. And probably not to forget is the best remedy not to commmit the same errors again.
I've learnt in 2007 as much as in the previous 26 years, and this is the positive sight. Something very important has disappeared forever, and that's the negative one. I expect this year that beggins will bring something positive to fix this. If it doesn't... patience. However, I've got the feeling that 2008 will be a great year.
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